confused much??

so basically i think that when i tested + a few days ago, it was false. dr L thinks we had concieved and then my body re-absorbed the pregnancy. & That could have been why i had what i thought at the time was a very short and light period. Now im not very certain what to think, so im guessing i'll just think nothing. I'll have a blood test done soon and then I will know for sure, although Im pretty sure that the pregnancy tests Ive taken today are very accurate. And because my + were so light, I never felt strongly that I would have a sucessful pregnancy this time. In my heart I know its better that these things happen early on, because from experience its Much more difficult to deal with and to endure when youre farther along. Just like last time, i had to see what wouldve been my baby. That was very hard. So, some people can think what they want of me & that situation. It was a brief moment of love, and it just wasnt ment to be created into a person. God doesnt make mistakes.